

I completely forgot to share this recipe with you. I made it a long time ago and absolutely loved it. I tweaked the recipe a little and the resulting meal was phenomenal. What I loved the most about this dish was that I got to use a cheese (mascarpone) I rarely use and I got to use it in savory dish instead of a sweet dish. The pasta was cheesy, creamy, and had such a fresh and smooth taste. It was like a kicked up Italian mac & cheese. If you love cheese, then this dish is for you.
Baked Mascarpone & Mozzarella PastaPreheat oven to 350°.
Lightly spoon flour into a dry measuring cup; level with a knife. Combine flour and milk in a large saucepan over medium heat, stirring with a whisk. Cook 10 minutes or until thick, stirring constantly with a whisk. Remove from heat; add cheeses, stirring with a whisk until smooth. Stir in salt and black pepper.
Melt 1 Tbsp butter in a small skillet over medium heat. Add sliced ham; cook until crispy. Add ham and cooked pasta to cheese mixture and stir until coated. Spoon pasta mixture into a 13 x 9-inch baking dish coated with cooking spray.
Melt 1 Tbsp butter in the skillet over medium heat. Add garlic; cook 30 seconds. Remove from heat. Stir in breadcrumbs until well combined. Sprinkle breadcrumb mixture evenly over pasta mixture. Bake at 350° for 25 minutes or until bubbly. Sprinkle with parsley.

Cati is enjoying tummy time more. She's never been a fan of being on her tummy but this week she's actually tolerating it more. And it's great because she is lifting her head so high up and she's able to move herself a couple of inches forward. At one point I had her on her tummy and I turned away to put something in her closet and when I turned back to her she was on her back. I couldn't believe how quickly she turned!
Last week I mentioned how Cati finally noticed Perla. Well, this week Perla has taken a very active interest in Cati. I think Perla is still wondering what this little human is doing here :)
I'm wondering if Cati is starting to teethe. I can't see anything in her gums but she drools a lot and she chews on everything that goes into her mouth. She doesn't suck on things, she chews. She also likes to chew on the bottle nipple, which drives me off the wall.
We visited Alex at work twice this week and it's always fun to show off the baby. The best part is having multiple people say Cati looks like me. It's amazing how much babies change. When she was first born everyone said she looked exactly like Alex. Now that she's getting older and fatter, more and more people are saying she looks like me. I like to joke that Cati should at least look like me since her dad is going to forever have her heart.
I'm still struggling with clogged ducts. I hate that I have to deal with them as often as I do. I've made the decision to start weaning myself from the pump. I still plan on having Cati on breast milk exclusively until she's a year old but I'm hoping that with weaning I will be able to make my supply more aligned with Cati's eating. Before the last bout of mastitis I was freezing 30 oz of milk a day and now I am storing a little more than 20 oz per day. I would like to donate some milk, anyone have any experience with this?
Being a mom is so rewarding but it's so hard. Not only is having a child with a developing personality and temperament hard but it's also hard to take the pressure off of yourself. You want so badly to do everything right that most things become an emotional issue. It's hard to be rational when so much of you is swelling with love.
I ordered the Croque Madame and, wow, this was spectacular. I eat every bit of it. This baby was covered in cheese and the bechamel sauce helped moisten things up (the bread is very, very thick).
Le Boudoir is located at 169 Miracle Mile in Coral Gables, FL. I recommend going on a comfortable weather day because the restaurant has a great location for outdoor seating and people watching.
This week's cookie is a refrigerator cookie. I had been eying this recipe for quite some time now because I wanted to use up some the vanilla sugar I made. I was curious what the cookie would taste like and, while I expected it to be a delicious cookie, I didn't expect it to taste so much like Royal Dansk Butter Cookies (the square sugar one). Nonetheless, I like that you can get a really good cookie out of a combination of 6 ingredients.
Vanilla Bean Refrigerator Cookies
My apologies for not making the Banana Coconut Ice Cream Pie. I won't lie. I didn't even look at the recipe for this week's TWD. Just didn't have it in me. It looks like delicious though. Don't know how well it would have gone over in this house because of the coconut but it still looks like a great dessert. Make sure to check out the recipe on Spike Bakes.
Instead, I kind of made an apple pie. I used store bought pie crusts but made the filling myself. The pie was really good, but I cut the apples too thin and sprinkled the top with turbinado sugar so the pie tasted more like an apply pastry than your typical apple pie. Can't complain much when served with ice cream :)

I love easy recipes. I especially love when an easy recipe produces something that is extremely delicious. I went crazy for this coffee cake and ate half of it by myself. I had to constantly remind myself that I should save some for Alex. The cake was sweet and buttery and perfectly portioned because of the biscuits.

Both these cruises are wishful thinking because of their length but it would be sooo nice to go on one of them. What are your recommendations for great vacation locations?
Now let me go back a minute to sleeping. I know that if by Cati's bedtime she has only eaten a certain amount, I'm in for a long night. But yesterday she ate a lot during the day so I was hopeful that last night would be a milestone in sleeping. Oh boy, was I wrong. She still woke up a lot. I know she will sleep more when she is ready and I have no choice but to wait until that happens, but all I can think about is whether this is a sign she is getting ready to start solids. Is breast milk not enough to keep her full?
Ok, enough venting and on to some good news. This week Cati actually acknowledged Perla! She even reached out for her and pulled her hair (not hard, I promise!). Normally they live in complete ignorance of one another except when Perla's barks startle Cati and Cati's cries startle Perla, so it's cool to see Cati starting to take an interest in Perla. I think they will be the best of buddies in the future. Cati also laughed! Or what I think is a laugh. I was playing with her and she smiled really big (I adore that gummy smile) and made a "hah" sound. I nearly fell over. I can't believe how much my little girl is really starting to interact with us.
I honestly can't remember what else happened this week because of the sleep deprivation and mastitis. One thing that keeps me going is the fact that each day is different. Cati keeps me permanently in the present so while one day may completely suck, the next day is a new day and there is renewed hope for a better day.
My friend Jen told me about Sophie the Giraffe and I got it as soon as I could. I love this toy and so does Cati! It's cute looking, it feels soft, it smells like baby oil, and it makes the cutest squeaky sound. We cannot get Cati to take a pacifier when she's throwing a fit but she will happily chew on one of Sophie's legs. This is the first toy that she reached for and grabbed. There have actually been parental meltdowns because Sophie was left at home by accident. I've had such a great experience with Sophie and recommend everyone get one!

From Amazon: Sophie the Giraffe, full of discoveries and activities to awaken baby's senses. Sight: The dark and contrasting spots all over Sophie the Giraffe's body provide visual stimulation and make her easily recognizable to baby. She soon becomes a familiar and reassuring object. Hearing: Her squeaker keeps baby amused, stimulates his hearings, and helps him to understand the link between cause and effect. Taste: Sophie the Giraffe is very flexible and has lots of parts for baby to chew like ears, horns, legs. She is perfect for soothing baby's sore gums when teething and is completely safe. Made of 100% natural rubber and food paint. Touch: Sophie the Giraffe is perfect for baby's small hands. She is very light and her long legs and neck are easy for baby to grip. She is very soft to touch, just like baby's mummy, stimulating soothing physiological and emotional responses. Smell: The singular scent of natural rubber from Have tree makes Sophie the Giraffe very special and easy for your child to identify amid all his other toys. Phthalates and BPA free. 
The baking gods decided to be kind to me. Somehow my bread pudding came out good after I royally messed up the recipe. I went into the recipe planning on making a third of it but I got distracted or my brain just stopped functioning and I ended up halving the liquids while I added a third of the eggs. Then I used regular butter and I didn't toast the bread to make it stale. Then I put the pudding in the oven right away instead of letting it sit for 30 minutes as the recipe calls for.
It tasted great though and the bread pudding was gone the very same day. The bread pudding itself had a delicious vanilla taste to it and the apples added a nice tart punch to the dessert.
Thanks to Elizabeth of Cake or Death? for this week's selection. Make sure to head over to her blog to get the correct and full recipe. Also, don't forget to stop by TWD to see what the other bakers thought of this week's selection.